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Sometimes I do some things that I do not understand them, but neither should ... I like it:D
                                                                                     Hai sa ne bazaim...
                                                                                          


                                                                                                           
                              

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"Nu,nu vreau acum...este mult prea devreme pentru mine,pentru noi".

Aceasta fraza blestemata mi-a iesit aucum cateva zile pe gura...hhh,daca a-s fi stiut ca se va intampla asa imi taiam limba...Nu-mi vine sa cred,pff...in sfarsit gasesc persoana perfecta(pentru mine este)din toate punctele de vedere,iar eu,ca o idioata distrug everything...

Simpt ca o pierd,defapt "pierd" este prea mult spus(cateodata dramatizez,doar asa pentru multumirea mea sufletesca si interiorul meu neintels).

Am atata nevoie de el in clipele astea cumplite,iar el stie foarte bine acest lucru...Cred ca daca nu a-s avea degetele incinse din cauza sutelor de sms-uri si jumatati-le de ore vorbite la telefon cu el....nu a-s rezista(in context "trai").

Mi-as dori sa fie asa mereu,dar tot ce poate incepe are si un sfarsit.

    P.S-De aceea nu vreau o poveste d'amour in stil cotidian.(you know)

Some fun>>

I can see myself tonight
Surrounded by light
Up-lifted by the truth
I can see the stars collide
And now it's the time
To do what you gotta do

I'm not trying to rob your faith
I'm not seeking for the Holy Graal
Witness to the fall
I may seem from outer space
Invading the human race
Bringing down the house
Down, down, c'mon

               
                                                                                                                              

Take care...girl

Am auzit si sper sa nu fie adevarat,buna mea prietena.Daca este intradevar asa,atunci prietenia noastra va incepe sa "moara",iar noi vom avea parte de un sfarsit groaznic si totodata un inceput dureros.Cred,cu toata taria ca el asta urmarste,caci dupa cum banuiesti de la inceput,este vorba de "EL".Nu vreau sa cred ca toate prediciile ce tu mi le-ai tinut au fost in zadar,nu vreau sa cred ca vei incepe sa-mi povestesti despre el ca si cum ar fi "barbatul" potrivit pentru tine,si ca nu i-ai descoperit niciodata latura sentimentala.NU!,nu sunt egoista ci doar realista,pentru ca nu vreau sa vad cum iti sclipesc ochii atunci cand imi vorbesti despre el... 

                                                                     Don't make a big mistake.
                                                                                            
                                                                



                                                                                                       

                             

"Sometimes it lasts in love,but sometimes it hurts instead..."

Dinou prezenta ta pluteste deasupra mea...

De ce?

Mereu reusesti sa-mi furi linistea,visele si speranta ce o port cand plec de-a acasa!

Incerc sa ezit intalnirea privirilor noastre,dar este imposibil,si sti de ce?

"De ce?"

Pentru ca inca te mai iubesc!(cel putin asta simpt atunci cand ne reintalnim)

Cateodata simpt ca pot trai departe de tine,ca pot supravietui,dar in fiecare zi ma mint pe mine insami.

Cand ajung,incerc sa ma "rup" cat mai mult de realitate,fug departe si ma ascund in  "sutajio kuro memori",fredonand "Only you",pana ce vocea imi dispare si lacrimile-mi curg agale...

Ceva in plus...

What's that feeling that I get?
My heart is drowning in regret.
Hands are shaking, eyes are full of shame.
Lost myself, but I don't care,
I'm going but I don't know where.
My feet are taking me away from you

Only you .. only you..
My beautiful dream, I loved you
Only you .. only you
You gave me your heart

I have no reason now to stay,
But i will think of you and pray
That you will find someone to love again.
I'm leaving and i won't come back
You'll find your way, you'll be alright,
But promise me you won't forget my name.....

Fall apart....

Well it's good to hear your voice
I hope you're doing fine
And if you ever wonder
I'm lonely here tonight
Lost here in this moment
Time keeps slipping by
And if I could have just one wish
I'd have you by my side

Ooohh,I miss you
Ooohh,I need you

And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed,no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry it's this way
But I'm coming home,I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay,I will stay

Well I tried to live without you
But tears fall from my eyes
I'm alone and I feel empty
I'm torn apart inside
I look up at the stars
Hoping you are doing the same
And somehow I feel closer
And I can hear you say

I never wanna lose you
And if I had to I would choose you
So stay,please always stay
You're the one that I hold on to
My heart would stop without you


                                                          Goodbye....<3